Hello buddies! I talked to a number of you and y'all are going to support me in my continuous struggle to lose weight, eh? (Yessss, plugs to CK, Mama slut, miss foxalicious, dodo, samsam, shaney poo, j-dawg, curtissy, satoki, say-wong, HKH, mandy, megan, hanabanana, tessa, (Nancy)Drew and my baby buggums) Lol, did I just embarrass you all right there? And all of this web lingo is probably driving you nuts right?

Maybe, I should revert to more civilized, proper English. But aren't blogs supposed to have a certain air to them? Free-spirited, write (right? :D) whatever you want, however you want?

So, I've been home, in California for almost a whole week. What have I been doing since? Well, let's see...I've been super depressed about money and jobs. I've applied to places. I've become a vegetarian (over three days now!). Well, I still eat fish sauce and chicken broth, I just don't eat actual meat. I've been eating lots of and lots veggies. Some fruits. A modest amount of carbs...and I've lost the weight I gained in the last week of traveling, at the very least.

Right now, I'm having trouble convincing myself to finish some work for a professor, just because I'm so unmotivated and I'm not at Oberlin right now. But I guess I shall finish it up and send it to him so I can go on with my Obie-less life. I miss Oberlin so much. If only MK knew :) I had such good times this last year...

So I need to start a food diary again. It helped last time since I was doing the psych group counseling stuff.

Ok, I woke up this morning and had an apple with salt and chilli peppers (I know, bad!). And then I had a small potato with ketchup...what can I say, I was craving carbs :(

For lunch, I had a bowl of grapes, an egg white scramble with some cheese and salsa (2% cheese), and a cup of coffee....but then my dad called and asked me if I wanted to meet him for lunch, and even though I wasn't hungry, I wanted to seize the opp to see my dad since I never see him. I had (waaah) three spring rolls with tofu and a peanut sauce. And vietnamese iced coffee. I came home and had another bowl of grapes and some tea.

I better eat well during dinner. Hopefully not such fatty foods or too many carbs. Oh yeah, I had maybe 10 cheese its (reduced fat) this morning too. Can't discount that. gosh, I'm such a fATTY!!!!! jk! I've been doing a good job right? I've lost 67 lbs? almost 70 lbs? since my scary summer, last year....whew! plus, i want to lose 10 more lbs before i see my baby. even if he says i'm perfect already. well, i wanna be more perfect. ha ha.

oh yeah, i'm so ADD...jk. I've been bike riding every day. I decked out my bike with new lights, a lock, hand pump and new helmet. of course, now i'm super broke. gotta go jogging later today!

if you wanna be a support buddy or need a support buddy, holla back!